fourth day witout u..

he dint reply me last nite...:-(
haihz...
i FAILED again...
the PAIN the PAIN the PAIN..
comes bak again...
i'm such a stupid and USELESS ppl..

This morning woke up at 6.30 am..
argggghhh..quite sleepy bt cant sleep bak...T.T

then i think about all thoose things again..T.T
i saw the moon..it was so bright...
then when the sun was rising...
i look bak to the moon's direction...
the moon had gone..
i'm telling maii self..
it lost just lite that...
T.T..
then after awhile..
i look bak to the moon's direction..
the moon was still there...
the sun had rise..

i cant control mai self and cried again...
T.T

y must i think about all this things..??
i'm asking the god..
y must u treat me lite that...??
when i will recover bak..??
when i will be bak to normal..??
when would i die..??
y must i sufer on all this??
WHY WHY WHY..??????

i FAILED EVERYDAY...