sixth day witout u..

I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF

y i cant just forget about him...
why?
i realli hate my self lite hell..

everyday wake up sure think about him..
bfor sleep stil about him..
the whole day..i am thinking just all about him..
everything he is the first person who appears on my mind...
WHY...????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why he cant just get out from my brain..
why he cant just get out from my heart...
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY??????????
can anyone tell me????????

sometimes i really wanna do something stupid...
i realli cant control myself..
i had change alot juz bcause of him...
sometimes i will be lite very hapie...
sometimes my mood will suddentlly become down..sad..SOT..
laugh lite crazy...
y am i so StuPid???????????!!!!!!!!!!!
i am a idiot???!!
yes i am...!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF...
can i juz go bak to last time...
i wish all this was just a NiGHT Mare...
T.T
can i just go die..!!??
if lite that everything will be end..and over..
ntg to be worry anymore...:-(