i regret..and WHY?????

yesterday gt scolded by nikko..

nikko:ni jiang ben zhen mo..gei ta na ge nu zhi de tian hua hao ma zhen mo..??!!
me:wo xiang xin ta wo chai gei ta...wo yi wei ta wan wan xia er yi...shui zi dao ta qu zhao ta...wo ye bu xiang de ma..
xinwen:ni bu shi xiang xin ta...shi tai xiang xin ta liao...
me:suan la...bu gei dou gei liao lor...wo ke yi zhen yang..ta yao zhao ta bu shi qu zhao lo...wo ke yi zhen yang..T.T

i regret..i gave him her number...T.T
how dumm i am...sh*t
i'm suffering now...
i starts to hate her..ishhhhhhhhh

why...why...why?????????T.T
why must u find her??
just because she clash wif her bf..thats y u find her..??
everytime u say u r busy..bt i dunno y u can contact wif her..!!
ur reason telling me...u wanna watch movie...
i wan to ask u one question..
i ur heart wut is more important..
the movie or mii????!!!!!!!!

i dunno y u find her...
i dun think so thats the oni reason u find her..
bcuz of her bf..??
is it because the past few days i told u about the boy...
i dint find him ok...!!
he is the one hu find me first..
i know i am wrong also..
[so SORRY]
bt i already stop that...
can u stop that too???
i know this is impossible..
fine!i dun wan to tie wif a string..
wut u wan to do just go ahead..i have ntg to say anymore...

everything had change...
our distance is getting far and more far now...
nth to say anymore..[no conversation to talk anymore]
u're tired everyday..
i'm trying to use this way to 'an wei' myself...
this is the onli way...

bfor this u say u dun wan anything to change..
bt its now all change..
i wan bak my sweet memories....T.T

i just wan to tell u..
i really love u..
i dun wan to lose u..
i'm so sorry...
i will appreciate u..
[i miss u veri much]

ppl hu see this whole passage..
PLIs!! dun ask me y..and PLIS!! dun think that he is bad...he is nt..
i am just writing my feelingsssss...

->the rules of LOVE..