i still dont understand..

his fren msn me..
it's YUNG CHUAN
and told me all this...

kenneth says:
u free nw?
kenneth says:
can talk?
kenneth says:
gt sumthin
kenneth says:
i duno u doin wad nw
mei teng says:
wut u wan to talk
mei teng says:
?
kenneth says:
bt i juz wan u to noe
kenneth says:
its ok u dun answer my call
kenneth says:
i dun mind
kenneth says:
juz wan to let u noe that
kenneth says:
i duno shud say anot
kenneth says:
if i tell u le
kenneth says:
u promiz me u wun cry after listenin to all those
kenneth says:
ok?
mei teng says:
wut?
kenneth says:
promix me
kenneth says:
ok?
mei teng says:
wait dun tell me first
mei teng says:
let me ask u
kenneth says:
ok
mei teng says:
he gt another gf outside is it
mei teng says:
??
kenneth says:
i can tell u
kenneth says:
the answer is no no no
kenneth says:
he is single nw
mei teng says:
then ?
kenneth says:
dun cry
kenneth says:
the reason he left u is
kenneth says:
his feelin to u
kenneth says:
=(
mei teng says:
is gone
kenneth says:
u noe wad i wan to write
kenneth says:
i think he is still lik u
kenneth says:
bt he is nt that much as laz time
mei teng says:
he did his choice
mei teng says:
he told me
kenneth says:
thats y he dunwan u to lov him anymore
mei teng says:
he does'nt love me anymore
mei teng says:
i cant u know
kenneth says:
coz if u cant love him
kenneth says:
u will hurt even deeper
kenneth says:
i noe its hard to accept it
kenneth says:
bt hwever
mei teng says:
u know wut i am feeling
mei teng says:
my feelings is
kenneth says:
feelin he is a playboy ma
kenneth says:
i juz read ur blog
mei teng says:
i wish that he is nt
kenneth says:
bt all the things u write isn't the truth
mei teng says:
i dont know
kenneth says:
thr write he gt a gf den break le den so faz jiu gt new one
mei teng says:
i am confused
mei teng says:
u know
kenneth says:
is all wrong de
mei teng says:
then y?
mei teng says:
i really dun understand at all
mei teng says:
if he really love me then y he dun wan to mian dui me
mei teng says:
i call him he dun wan to answer mai calls
kenneth says:
coz he dunwan to let u listen to his voice
kenneth says:
he dunwan to let u lov him anymore
kenneth says:
he told me that
kenneth says:
every nite
mei teng says:
do u know that lite that i am more sad
kenneth says:
he will smoke till he 'ma bi'
kenneth says:
coz he say
kenneth says:
if he ma bi le
mei teng says:
i am so hurt
kenneth says:
he wun hav to think so much
kenneth says:
i noe u r hurt
kenneth says:
he is oso hurt
mei teng says:
i really dun wna u know
kenneth says:
whenever two ppl break
kenneth says:
both oso will hurt
kenneth says:
unless one of them reli dun tak serious of that relationship
kenneth says:
know wad?
mei teng says:
no
kenneth says:
eNn Narr
kenneth says:
lik i sat
kenneth says:
said
kenneth says:
no one wan a gud relationship to end up lik that
kenneth says:
bt hwever
kenneth says:
if its reli happen
kenneth says:
u hav to face it oso
mei teng says:
i realli cant accept all this ok
kenneth says:
u nw nid is juz sum times
kenneth says:
u try to go out more la
kenneth says:
dun juz stay at hse
kenneth says:
its useless
mei teng says:
i have no mood to go out
mei teng says:
ok
kenneth says:
go out take sum air is beter
mei teng says:
i rather stay at home
kenneth says:
bt go out take sum air is beter
kenneth says:
i noe
kenneth says:
i tell u a story la
kenneth says:
laz time me n sally is oso gt break b4 de
kenneth says:
he reli gt other guys outside
mei teng says:
then ?
kenneth says:
den she broke wit me
kenneth says:
u noe
kenneth says:
that boy is a bad guys
kenneth says:
lik samseng lik that
kenneth says:
den my frenx go ask sally
kenneth says:
y u dunwan yc
kenneth says:
den she say coz he too guaii liao
kenneth says:
dun after i heard all those
kenneth says:
i quickly go ask 4 junkeii helps to teach me smoke
kenneth says:
the 1st time is hard
kenneth says:
bt after i learn
kenneth says:
my all studies turn from bad to worst
kenneth says:
i do all those juz to wan sally cum bak
kenneth says:
den i oso never giv up
kenneth says:
eventhought is sad
mei teng says:
bt now
mei teng says:
i cant make him come bak to me
mei teng says:
ok?
mei teng says:
from the day he say wan to break up
mei teng says:
i know
kenneth says:
listen fin 1st
kenneth says:
erm,den after i do all those things
kenneth says:
that boy n her broke le
kenneth says:
until nw i duno its it becoz of me
kenneth says:
bt hwever
kenneth says:
i tell myself is becoz i love her
kenneth says:
den after i be wit her bak la
mei teng says:
wut r u trying to tell me
mei teng says:
i am realli confuse
kenneth says:
she ask me to chng bak
kenneth says:
i am juz wanted to tell u
kenneth says:
u both still nid to noe each other more
kenneth says:
noe him more
kenneth says:
u still can be frenx wit him
kenneth says:
y u dunwan?
mei teng says:
how to know him more for now
kenneth says:
be a important frenx to him lo
mei teng says:
i dont know how
mei teng says:
u know ma ??
kenneth says:
noe him wad he lik n wad he dun lik lo
kenneth says:
erm,he told u to fen that time gt ask u weather can be bak frenx anot
kenneth says:
rite?
mei teng says:
ya
kenneth says:
y u dun accept it
kenneth says:
mayb when u be bak frenx le
mei teng says:
hu told u i dint accept
kenneth says:
u did?
kenneth says:
he no tell me
mei teng says:
i told ciao chi
mei teng says:
i need time
kenneth says:
thats the answer
kenneth says:
u need time
mei teng says:
i say ok
mei teng says:
bt give me some time
kenneth says:
ya la
kenneth says:
until nw
kenneth says:
u talk wit him le ma/
mei teng says:
bt
kenneth says:
?
mei teng says:
i duno wut sholuld i do for mai next step
mei teng says:
no
kenneth says:
next step is u shud think possitively
kenneth says:
cant be a gud couple
kenneth says:
be a gud frenx lo
kenneth says:
mayb sumtimes ltr u might be wit him again
kenneth says:
no one noes
mei teng says:
i tell u
kenneth says:
nw u hav to promise ur frenx
mei teng says:
now mai feeling is realli very complicated
kenneth says:
dun ever hurt urself again
kenneth says:
if u reli hurt urself le
mei teng says:
all mai frwens told me
mei teng says:
to forget about
mei teng says:
him
kenneth says:
gt mani gal will snacth him away de o
mei teng says:
BUT I CANT
kenneth says:
so jia you
kenneth says:
if cant y wan force urself
kenneth says:
try to be a frenx bak
kenneth says:
laz time sally break wit me le
mei teng says:
then wut can i do
kenneth says:
i still sms her
mei teng says:
?
kenneth says:
tell him
kenneth says:
u r ready to be wit frenx bak wit him
mei teng says:
i know if i sms him
kenneth says:
bt dun 4get
kenneth says:
juz frenx 4 nw
mei teng says:
he will never reply me also
kenneth says:
u told him
kenneth says:
can we be bak frenx
kenneth says:
den he sure will reply u de
mei teng says:
he gt say
kenneth says:
keke
mei teng says:
he say he will find me bak
mei teng says:
bt not now
kenneth says:
den u summore hav to wait him
mei teng says:
i dunno wut to do u know
kenneth says:
the day he find u bak means he is thinkin of u n still rmb u both de hapi momnet
mei teng says:
i really dunno
kenneth says:
*moment
kenneth says:
nw juz stay wit happily n promiz everyone that u wun hurt urself anymore
mei teng says:
i also dunno wut would i do
mei teng says:
actually that day
mei teng says:
he told me wan to f en
mei teng says:
i almost did all that
mei teng says:
bt
mei teng says:
that time i was to tired
mei teng says:
so dint
kenneth says:
lol
kenneth says:
den u nw summore shud nt do that
kenneth says:
stay in a happy way bak n dun hurt urself le
mei teng says:
i really need time
kenneth says:
i dunwan to lost a da fang de frenx lik u
kenneth says:
ok la
kenneth says:
den u man man think la
kenneth says:
i dunwan disturb u la
kenneth says:
bt while thinkin that time dun ever hurt urself
kenneth says:
ok?
mei teng says:
en
kenneth says:
ok la
kenneth says:
stay hapi n dun hurt urself o
kenneth says:
ok
kenneth says:
bye
kenneth says:
take care
kenneth says:
smile often ya
kenneth says:
=)
mei teng says:
bb

while msn wif him..
i cried again..
my tears are all over maii face...
T.T...

NoW!!!!
stop asking me to stop loving u...
remember this i wont..
and i also cant..

AND..
plis dun hurt urself wif all this...