second day witout u...

still as normal..
it's pain...
HURTssssS..

when i wake up..
i starts to think again...
then cried again...
i can't stop thinking...
even now..!!!
I really HATE MYSELF...
so stupid..
cant control myself..AT ALL
wo zhen de shi hen hen xin ku arhhhggggg...

i'm thinking..
how would u do to do the things that i gave u..
would u throw it away..
juz dump it in the rubbish bin???
or would u keep it..??